Thursday, February 21, 2008

Something didn't sit well...

Have you ever talked with someone and not agreed with what they said and it literally leave you feeling sick?  I was talking tonight with some teachers at school and one of them said something about singing the Black National Anthem.  You know me, I can't keep my mouth shut, and I said something to the affect of "You've got to be kidding me.  You're joking right?  Can I have a White National Anthem?"  To which she replied, "You do.  It starts Oh say can you see."  To which I said, "I was under the impression that was for everyone. "  Then everyone got really uncomfortable around us and she said that she wasn't going to go there with me.  She walked away and then I got this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.  It still hasn't gone away.  Like I have figured it out and it isn't good.  I mean, this is a really nice, well educated black woman.  I like her, but I will have to say, I will never look at her the same again.
So, of course, when I got home I looked up the "Black National Anthem" and sure enough, there is one!
LIFT EV'RY VOICE AND SING

also known as "The Black National Anthem"
by James Weldon Johnson

Lift ev'ry voice and sing,
Till earth and heaven ring.
Ring with the harmonies of Liberty;
Let our rejoicing rise,
High as the list'ning skies,
Let it resound loud as the rolling sea.
Sing a song full of the faith that the dark past has taught us,
Sing a song full of the hope that the present has brought us;
Facing the rising sun of our new day begun,
Let us march on till victory is won.

Stony the road we trod,
Bitter the chast'ning rod,
Felt in the days when hope unborn had died;
Yet with a steady beat,

Have not our weary feet,
Come to the place for which our fathers sighed?
We have come over a way that with tears has been watered,
We have come, treading our path through the blood of the slaughtered,
Out from the gloomy past,
Till now we stand at last
Where the white gleam of our bright star is cast.

God of our weary years,
God of our silent tears,
Thou who has brought us thus far on the way;
Thou who has by Thy might,
Led us into the light,
Keep us forever in the path, we pray.
Lest our feet stray from the places, our God, where we met Thee,
Lest our hearts, drunk with the wine of the world, we forget Thee,
Shadowed beneath thy hand,
May we forever stand,
True to our God,
True to our native land.

I have heard it is beautiful.  I am sure it is.  It is great that there is a song that their race and culture can connect with, but to make it a National Anthem?  Am I the only one that sees what is going on?  Blacks blame whites for not seeing them as the same, equal, but I have to say I think it is more their fault than anyone's.  They continue to demand to be set apart and be treated special.  From scholarships that I can't touch because I am white (but they can sure have all mine, and have a better shot at getting them) to the Black Miss America Pageant (can you imagine if we had a White Miss America Pageant?) they (not all, but enough of them) don't want to be treated equally, they want to be treated special.  That is segregation... what they didn't want I thought.  I don't think that is what Martin Luther King Jr. had in mind when he said he had a dream.  I have a feeling that he wouldn't approve of what is going on at all.  He'd probably tell Jessie Jackson and Al Sharpton to shut up.   When I talk to blacks on this subject I hear one of 2 things.  Either they agree with me, they don't want to be called African American, they wish Jessie Jackson would shut up, and they see that much of what is going on is hurting the reputation of their race and not helping it at all.  Or they tell me that I have no idea what I am talking about because I am a white girl from the South.  I typically then ask them if they ever were owned by someone or if they themselves ever had to use a separate drinking fountain or not allowed to go to school with whites.  I have yet to have anyone tell me yes to any of those questions.  The fact is, I have never owned a slave or held someone back because of their race and they have never been a slave or been held back because of their race.  So why am I having to deal with it?  I don't  owe any of them anything and no one alive today does.  In fact, my ancestors never owned slaves and most likely worked right along side of them on farms and plantations.  Sure, they got paid but they had to provide their own food and shelter too.  Don't even get me started on all the time and tax payer's money we wasted in 2007 issuing state apologies for slavery!!!!!  So many want to play the black card when they don't get there way.  Don't get me wrong, women do it too, and I don't agree with that either.  The problem is they will always be looked at in a less than perfect way because they won't let go of the past.  I didn't say forget the past, but just to let go of it. Slavery is bad.  No one should own someone else.   But we don't anymore, so let it go and be thankful for your freedom for crying out loud!

I like this post... http://www.progressiveu.org/175053-black-national-anthem-why

Lots of good comments on it.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Get thee to a Nunnery!

Well, I made it! I am a nun in the Sound of Music. They haven't picked the 3 main nuns yet. I was told I have a good chance of being one of them though. I would love to have one of those parts.

I have also almost decided to start on my MBA this coming fall. I do not want to teach more than 2 more years...3 at the very most. If I go part time I can have my MBA in 33 months. If I could figure out how to go full time I could get it in 21 months. Road blocks.... GMAT and money. It is depressing when I look at the cost actually. But I am miserable teaching so it is worth it I think. I am going to meet with some different people but I believe I want to focus on Project Management. With 24 hours I can be eligible for several government positions. Anyway, this is a relatively new development. I have thought about it for a while but today I started making real plans.

Winterfest is this weekend! I will be in Gatlinburg. Maybe I'll have internet there. If I do, I'll be sure to blog!

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Check it off!

I have done something on my life's to-do list!  I auditioned for a play.  The Sound of Music to be exact.  I think it was one of the scariest thing I have ever done in my life!  I almost chickened out.  Thankfully Susan was there to make me.  I sang "Feed the Birds" from Mary Poppins.  I decided to use the one with her singing since it was my first time.  I made no bones about it.  I told them Julie Andrews was my crutch and I needed her!  Next time I think I could do it on my own.  After I sang I had to learn a dance with a group.  It is painfully obvious that my sister Dana received all the rhythm in the family.  Well, Melynda might have some that she is hiding from us.  BUT.... one of the people judging asked the producer (who just happens to be Susan and a good friend of mine) who was in the burgundy shirt and told her that I was very graceful.  I personally think she had to be smoking crack.  I'll find out tomorrow if I get a call back.  Call backs are Monday.  If I make it then I can start crossing off another thing on my life's to-do list.... be in a community production.  What do you have on your life's to-do list?

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Too much going on.....

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is a little stressful at the moment.  SO much is going on I don't know what to blog about.  AND some things I can't blog about.  I am in desperate need of Spring Break.... actually more like in need of June 18th.  
I think I am just going to go to bed for now.  Just know that so much is happening I don't know where to start!
This picture made me kinda laugh, but is kinda truly sad.  Especially when you teach middle school and see how the girls compare themselves.